this AMAZING life.

2009-11-13T17:14:00.001+08:00

MOVED!
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2009-09-25T21:53:00.002+08:00

everyday would be a nice day if i could play vball. and stop having so many embarassing moments. i totally empathise with wan zhen now. falling flat on the floor is no joke. the joke is U!

just realised i haven eat dinner. it's wondorous how i can forget to eat until i start doing mudane things like studying. PROMOS! the big p is coming. it's really scary but i'm holding on strong. i need to make it work. no more second chance. this is the ONLY chance!

fated to love you last epi! go watch le! ciao!

2009-09-21T16:18:00.004+08:00

it's not the booze which is giving a headache, it's the relentless chantings.

and this is the one which truly owns the rest. i burst our laughing like mad at this one!

NEED FREE BOOZE? CRASH A WEDDING!

2009-09-21T01:17:00.003+08:00

note to self: do not drink alochol like it's soft drink infront of parents.

weddings are totally over-rated man. i dont get weddings at all. you spend so much money just to tell people "hey! we're married!" and the worse thing? they are so freaking boring and the food sucks. it's worst when the emcee speaks like ris low. come on! isnt it enough for two people to be madly in love with each other? weddings are just big superficial shows!

marriage. the facade that's left after all the passion is lost.
commitment. an excuse to stray.
weddings. free booze.
eternal love. extremely over-rated. it's not like you have an eternal to love.

I <3 GU JUNPYO!

2009-09-09T18:31:00.000+08:00

i should NEVER watch BOF in the morning. it just makes me so emo for the whole day =(

I DONT SEE THE HOLIDAY IN THE HOLIDAY.

2009-09-07T23:34:00.002+08:00

ion orchard! oh! couldnt resist the temptation of popping in before sunday's lunch at imperial kitchen! the dim sum there is even better than crystal jade. prolly as good as red star =) considering that i have tuition at orchard every week, i feel so proud of myself for controlling so very very very well and not give into temptation! though i did waver many times haha! oh! omg i love that place man and i've only shopped from b2-b4! didnt had time to finish my shopping cause of irratating tuition luh.

was quite dissapointed with new look at first, given the publicity. but realised that they had another level which was filled with my generation kinda clothes. the sweet staff brought us there, cause the connecting stairs werent ready. most of the staff there were really friendly which made my trip even more satisfying. decided on one pair of sneakers before realising i had only 10 min to get to tuition! too bad new look! i'll be back for you! =) and you too aricon king, tako yaki and gordon rempsey crepe!

conveniently forgot that there's lit today. went for sot lecture and first thing mr tong did was to tease me about my shirt luh -.- met this nyjc guy today and since today was bitching session about education, i was complaining that we had to wake up early, and he told me his school starts at 9am! wtshit?!

after more shirt teasing from ks and nyjcguy, a hair cut and a damn long wait at maple's, returned home to eventually spending 2 hrs filing my notes. oh and 13 unread .net mails from the previous 2 days. GOD! IT'S HOLIDAY ISNT IT?! WHY ARE PPL STILL SENDING SO MANY MAILS?! GRRRGHHH!

PRETENCE

2009-09-04T23:29:00.000+08:00

i feel as though i'm the initiater amongst us two.
they say it takes two hands to clap,
but it's tiring for one hand to be the driving force,
and the other to be a complimentary existence.

it's not enough to want to know me
you have to invest time, effort and most importantly,
heart.

mind told me i could trust you,
but instinct told me to raise my caution.
i'm so glad today that i decided to follow the latter
for these are walls which cannot be shatter by a mere person.

i honestly don't know who he'll be.
but when the time comes,
i believe that i can trust him with even my life.
and if you think this is naive,
then i'm even sure that i made the right decision.

so let's carry on with this game of pretence.
you know i'm good at this game
and there's no way you'll ever win me.

2009-09-01T13:45:00.001+08:00

when sleep becomes a want rather than a need.

2009-08-25T18:27:00.002+08:00

Brand New Eyes: Deluxe Box Set

OMG I HAVE TO HAVE THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

COME SINGAPORE PARAMORE!!! <3 HAYLEY!!!!!

2009-08-20T18:56:00.002+08:00

hi you can call me zombie.

apparently, my eye bags are so deep and dark that it looks like the double fillet o fish burger. note not single fillet o fish but DOUBLE. yeah the new, double fish burger. why the hell do you even make double fish burger. it's totally a scamming way of selling it a way higher price.

flu is messing around with me again. i'm sorry trees for killing so many of your companions today. i shall change to recycle tissue paper the next time i'm down with this fucking flu.

2009-08-18T21:35:00.002+08:00

fuck. i cant post photos AGAIN.
fuck. gp outline is KILLING me.
i want a green tea frappe. from starbucks and no where else.
sleep is talking to me. it's asking me why i'm depriving him.
i'm playing a game with my laptop.
it's call i stone you and you stone me.
incoherent thoughts are saying all these are coherent.
time fly by.
i tried catching it.
but when i unclenched my fist i see only the lines.
i cant see time.
time is 9.43.
gp outline is still screaming at me.

2009-08-14T17:27:00.002+08:00

with this, i'll be the world's number 1 pokemon catcher! wahaha! blah stupid team rocket i'll make a better pokemon smuggler than u!

and to find out more about brook being ash's supressed sexuality, check out this site:
http://www.scorehero.com/forum/viewtopic.php?t=96343&postdays=0&postorder=asc&start=0

2009-08-14T16:39:00.007+08:00

FINALLY! I CAN POST PHOTOS ON BLOGGER! do you hear the angels sing? jas taught me the control-f5 method and when i tried it i was super amazed. the blogger page totally transformed! like transformer! (reminds me of a joke fai told "who's the parent of transformer?"...."transparent" -.-)

SO ANW, my first photo post after soooooo long will be OBOLO! went there with gh i think 2 sats ago? had a terrible flu so couldnt really taste the cakes. what a pity =( and they had really little choices. like 4 slices of cake left when we went there. when we were there, people were constantly streaming in and out, shows how popular obolo is around there huh?

gh had this. their best seller cake and hazelnet macaron i think?

me had this! passion fruit cheesecake. casey and i-forgot-the-name macarons!

i still love the macarons from CANELE best! obolo's macaron shell is a lill sticky for my liking. anw i went back to obolo the following sat to get some cakes for my cousin to try. this time they had more choices but still, pretty miserable. she told me the pistachio one was pretty good. bought for her the yuzu cake too, too bad they only had one piece left. i love everything yuzu! being there, i simply couldnt resist not buying something for myself. i'm food porn addict, i admit. bought a box of 8 macarons (16 bucks! !&!*^!*!*) and here's my list of favourite flavours:

NO.1: GREEN TEA (hands down! this one's a winner)
NO. 2: ROSE
NO. 3: STRAWBERRY (i think)

I AM HELPLESSLY IN LOVE WITH THE GREEN TEA MACARON! FUCK IT! I LOVE EVERYTHING GREEN TEA! STARBUCK'S GREEN TEA FRAPP IS LOVE TOO!
BUY ME MACARON EVERYDAY AND I'LL BE ONE HELL OF A HAPPY GIRL! XD

I LOVE YOU GREEN TEA MACARON!

and they roll,roll, roll into my mouth =)

2009-08-11T21:29:00.002+08:00

girls, sure sign to know that you got fatter...

u need a bigger bra.

2009-08-08T18:35:00.000+08:00

LOVES THIS! GWEN + HAYLEY= XMAS!

2009-08-08T18:13:00.001+08:00

alrighty, so i was bored again (surprise, surprise) and i made this list. inspiration from http://taza-and-husband.blogspot.com/search/label/here%27s%20to%20happiness one of my fav blogs =D

Liying's list of 10 things that make her terribly happy
1. looking at many many colourful, assorted cakes all at once.
2. MACAROONS and tiramisu!
3. watching heineken commericals.
4. shopping with MONEY
5. making people laugh
6. the smell of a guy wearing hugo boss cologne
7. the smell of after-rain
8. writing on serviette.
9. dancing when nobody's watching
10. hearing someone praise my cooking =)

convo with marjy: LOLS!

philosopher says "the best thing in life is free." (me)
dad days "nothing in this world is free." (me)
marjy says "air is free."

2009-08-05T22:44:00.000+08:00

i cant express in words how much i love Leonid Afremov's paintings. i didnt realise how much i love it until i found myself staring at his art pieces for 2 hours! i particularly love this painting call evening dreams (too bad cant post the picture.blogger still isnt working fully well), because it channels so much vibrancy and hope through the colours! and the way the colours surround the man, it's as if they bounce off him, as though they're like sound.the most beautiful sounds.

so anw i showed my mum the online version (too poor to auction for it. extremely sadded) and she hates it because she think it looks so lonely and dark. which is the polar opposite of what i thought! lol and she told me she love art too. omg. this revealation was so unexpected. all of people, the last person i thought will appreciate art was my mum. simply because art is not practical. moreover, she was the one who always find me spending too much time on it.

well, at least now i know who i inherited my love for art from haha.

pimples are still continuing to manifest at an unspeakable speed. or mayb if i dont talk about it, they'll go away. reverse psychology yo.

2009-08-03T21:03:00.001+08:00

so here i am eating papaya and blogging cause according to my mum, fruits help to prevent pimple. i really hate pimple. they should all perish in hell! and whenever i have them, they seem to form some weird astrological symbol by geometrically lining themselves up together grrr! so anw the first thing when i saw my mum, i was greeted by a "aiyo, so many pimples again ah?" gosh mum, thanks. it's as if i didn't notice. so here i am stuffing myself with papaya, really hoping all 4 will go away tmr. (there was only 3 in the morning!)

aside from my pimple rant, something weird happened today. i frequently experience duality in my life, as if they're some kind of signs. they're not so frequent now but i used to see same double or doubledouble numbers. today, i took the train from tampines and i saw this guy and when i came home from bugis, i saw that same guy getting off the train at tampines too. and when i took the lift to tuition, i saw this another guy and when i came out from tuition, the same guy was in the lift! apparently he noticed it too, cause he was saying to his fren "hey that's the same girl." the deja vu feeling is kinda creepy sometimes.

but the most vexing and embarrasing thing today must be what i said to cute *maybe gay* guy! arghhhh! just feel like digging a hole and vanish into it! FML.

list of hw: chem solubility. MI. lit.
completed: none.
predicted hours of sleep: 6
predicted number of pimples: !#*!#*^*)!&!#&
evidence: as the amount of hw tends to infinity, the number of hours of sleep tends to zero. as the numer of hours tend to negative infinty, the number of pimples tend to positive infinity.

2009-08-01T21:31:00.000+08:00

blogger still isnt working properly! cant post videos. cant post photos. it's driving me nuts so i went to try tumblr. and then i realised that it works like twitter so i'm back to blogger.

woke up with a flu today again. 2 saturdays in a row! i was sneezing so much that peiyi looked so worried lol. and stupid nick woke me up and went to sleep himself. i DREAD no DETEST the flu bug. if u know me well enough, u'll know how much i hate flu. it's the single thing that could totally crash my whole day.

so anyway, the pretty cakes and macaroons at OBOLO totally made me day. it'll be perfect if they had more of those colourful, delish cakes and alfesco sitting. shall post the photos when blogger stops screwing up.

just a poem to end off this post before i dift into slumber to nurse my headache

Our days will be oh, so ecstatic,
Our nights will be oh, so exotic,
For I'm a neurotic erratic,
And you're an erratic erotic.

2009-07-29T16:38:00.001+08:00

“O innocent victims of Cupid,
Remember this terse little verse:
To let a fool kiss you is stupid,
To let a kiss fool you is worse."

2009-07-20T19:23:00.006+08:00

2 reasons why you should watch harry potter =)

freddie stroma. the scene where he licks his finger is orgasmic.

tom felton. because he just looks so hot in black.

WHY MUST DUMBLEDORE DIE?! i'm such a cry baby sometimes =(

2009-07-16T10:27:00.007+08:00

HAPPY SUPER BELATED BDAY

XIU ZHEN!

yeah... i know this post is super over-dued by one week. but it's the thoughts that count right? =) had sooo much fun pinic-ing at marina barrage with you awesome peeps. 12/07 is love!

xz's bee-hoon.

jas's FATHER curry chicken. yum yum!

gy's seaweed salad. taste pretty good actually. but it's like some wu di dong. impossible to eat finish luh.

ta-dah! my fruit tarts! ohya kenny brought his infamous volancano cake too. and xz had some cheesecake which later liquidified into some digusting brown mess.

the place we sitting damn weird hor? cause the field was wet, no choice had to sit there. then the funny thing was this bunch of ah-ma and aunties started crowding around us and practically salivating, i mean staring at our food lol! and kenny was damn hilarious, he kept globbling all the food and asking "what's next?" like some little child luh.

gy!

xz!

jas and kenny! look so compatible huh? XD

finally one photo of me haha! with xz =)

this is one scary flower. it has the ability to talk to xz. beware!

HAHA CAN U SEE? I'M FLYING THE KITE!!!

awww... so sweet right. saw this ang moh couple taking their wedding shoots there. the bride was soooo pretty!

ok this photo has a funny background to it. gy was actually saying the photo will look nicer with a kite behind so he tried to fly luh. but the result, as u can see luh huh.

kenny aka model. when i lifted my camera, he crossed his legs and put on MY hat. did i mentioned when i first saw me with the hat, he practically stole it. alright not just him, EVERYBODY did!

candid emo shot.

i love my shoes!

HAHA INSIDE JOKE!

rach finally came after all the cam-whoring.

fav shot of the day!

2009-07-15T22:21:00.002+08:00

MCFLY HAS A NEW ALBUM! AND I DONT FREAKING KNOW UNTIL TODAY WTH! shall go buy it after happy potter tmr! =) meanwhile, enjoy this cover of umberalla by them.

2009-07-09T20:53:00.004+08:00

PARAMORE IS LOVE LOVE LOVE!
can't wait for their new album this sept! can u believe they're touring with No Doubt?! no shit man awesome combo! i am desperate for them to come to singapore! here's their new song, ignorance, the live version. hayley is soooo awesome live!

omg check out this drums cover too! awesome shit!

2009-07-08T17:53:00.003+08:00

alrighty this post is dedicated to you vivi, for being more excited about my hair than me! i love shocking you with my new hairstyle everytime, it's kinda fun actually lol! ok firstly, my terrapin didn't die and no, i didn't lose someone too. perhaps if you count micheal jackson then i guess i did haha. actually i was talking about exam stress haha. i'm prolly not that brave just abit wacko about the exams and decided to go gaga after being inspired by lady gaga's hair lol! and please i'm not with him so stop match making both of us!

love hearing your thunderous voice always,

your mushroom head friend.

2009-07-07T19:50:00.004+08:00

just a short post to wish my dear RENA,

happybirthday!happybirthday!happybirthday!happybirthday!

happybirthday!HAPPY BIRTHDAY!happybirthday!

happybirthday!happybirthday!happybirthday!happybirthday!happybirthday!

happybirthday!

18 wishes for an awesome kick ass burpday! =)

XOXO LYLY

2009-07-06T23:29:00.008+08:00

soooo i went to cut my hair again. it's sorta theraputic. everytime i cut my hair, it's kinda to let something or someone go. this time, i went back to my trusty hair stylist (no more $3.80 haircuts i swear!) and brought my 'lovely' sister there.

she went paranoid about that HOLE in her hair. seriously everywhere with a mirror, she'll end up fixing her hair. talk about vainity. anw we went into depression cause i wanted to try this super cool holey leggings and she ended up infront of the mirror AGAIN. the shop owner was trying to keep himself from laughing luh. but sadly, the leggings weren't for sale. I REALLY LOVE THE LEGGINGS =( however, the guys in the shop were really friendly and had a good sense of fashion too. saw this wood wood and ohsofickle dress that i like but this month super budget luh I REALLY LOVE THE WOOD WOOD DRESS! it was so beautifully crafted! =(

sister with her new ipod. she dropped her old one into the toilet bowl and water was gushing out from the screen. wtf right? lol. anw apple replaced it for FREE and with ENGRAVING!

the first shop to open at ion orchard. according to my smart alec sis, it's their soft opening. wadeva that means. i think she was trying to explain but i was too captivated by the glass architeture of the shop. it's like ice glaciers hanging from the air.

I HAD LOTS FUN THAT DAY SIS, THANKS! AND SCREW U FOR LOOKING YOUNGER!

hang out with pz the next day. i finally had my fried mars ball (the most sinful dessert ever, i swear) while pz had a drink at carl's jr.

being a sucker for hats, i cant resist stealing hers xp it totally matched my outfit that day luh! smiles! oh that cute ribbon brown belt was such a lucky find. i saw a vintage skirt together with this belt which looked sooooo cute. but budget luh so if i can't get the skirt might as well settle with the belt right? so i asked the shop owner if she sells the belt alone and guess wad? she said somebody just bought the skirt and didn't want the belt so i could have it for FREE. lucky me! =)

oh and today i went to see my derma. i went an hour earlier and they already gave out the "last patient" cue luh. can't stand these kiasu singaporeans man. spoil the economy lor. being stubborn i got the person infront of me to give the cue to me. lucky me, she gave it to me =) but the OMG thing today totally went to seeing zh at the bus stop. he looked freaking huge luh. like some giant. he's alr 1.9m and he went to train until like hulk. he kinda remind me of the host of this show on chnl u called mao xian wang. but it was really nice to see him again luh, can't help but think bout the old times =)

2009-07-04T13:28:00.001+08:00

gosh i REALLY can't stand him. better get outta the house quick since bro's not in too.

2009-07-04T12:47:00.002+08:00

einny showed me this video of taylor memson and me thinks that it's freaking cool! don't you wish you could those stunts too?

2009-07-04T01:20:00.001+08:00

check this out! leighton meester and cobra starship!!!!

Cobra Starship - New Music - More Music Videos

2009-07-03T22:53:00.002+08:00

caught transformer today. what a dissapointment. transformer 1 totally rock my socks off but 2 is just bleah maybe except for the parts where old prime appeared (he is so so so adorable!) and when shia labeouf screamed like a girl. omg and megan fox is so hot that i don't mind being a les for her?! ohya i bought beansprout curry puff today. it is simply the most revolting thing i ever tasted. seriously why do ppl even make them when we have potato curry puff?!

2009-07-02T10:44:00.004+08:00

ok blogger is pissing me off. i can't post any pictures up at all since last night. and the fact that i've having a finger catastrophe doesn't help much either. i burned my fourth finger last week by making hot chocolate. yesterday, i cut my tumb trying to wash a razor blade and approximately 900 seconds ago, i cut my middle finger by trying to open the diamond hard plastic to get my new harddrive out. alright, i shall use this very paranoid mind and injured fingers of mine to analyse those screwed up characters for my extremely early lit paper tomorrow. hasta luego!

2009-07-01T18:59:00.002+08:00

it feels like deja vu.
once again,
not knowing what will become of us.
somehow, instinctively, i conjured this shield
to block you out.
out from where?
i don't know, i confessed.
maybe i fear getting hurt,
but most probably,
i fear letting this raw vulnerability be so exposed.
please trust me,
when i say i'll go back to you.
believe me,
i don't want to lose your love,
like how i've stubbornly used to lost.

love this song. it has been on repeat since yesterday =)

talking about yesterday, its time for joke of yesterday!
xz 'gong'ness/blurness is unbeatable. not to mention, perfect laughing fodder.

xz: you know...king west?
me: huh? no.
xz: king west luh. (at this moment, she spelt out the name)
me: OH! you mean kanye west!
all: -laughs-
to all those in disbelief, yes, she really pronounced as king west.

and... joke of today!
me and j were talking about blackout aka electricity failure infront of xz
j: you got blackout before?
xz: fainted ah?
me and j: -looks at each other, broke into unison laughter-

2009-06-16T14:18:00.015+08:00

wosh. dammmmn tired. had vball training in the morning. damn dumb la i set the alarm to 5.15pm when it should be 5.15am. end up cabbing down. stupid, if not can use the money to buy more clothes from cotton on haha. anw tmr is my artsy fatsy friend, pei zhi's birthday.

HAPPY DARING 18th PEI ZHI!!!

thanks for the awesome party and the superdelicious food!

but no thanks for the scary movie haha.

haha we dared the birthday girl to shout "today is my birthday" with her tied-up china hair (see below lol) in ice3. and she really did it! haha you go gurlfren!

see the resemblances?

jy claims that i always take unglamorous photos of her. but see, she uglifies herself wad...

ok i found this picture damn hilarious! can't resist posting it up!

these were taken at ice3. i kinda like the place. pretty cosy. great place for gathering. it's just that their desserts are pretty exp. too bad mc and pearl pearl didnt get to try them before they left =(

ohya guys in case u want the photos, i've posted them on my fb alr =)

2009-06-13T14:18:00.003+08:00

Can I compare thee to the sea?
When the gentle, cascading fluid caressed my ankles,
this fleeting moment of euphoria flashes though me.
The Sun casted a blurry fireball on the choppy surface,
but too, it swings away with the blue.

When the layers of emerald ribbon danced back,
my feet involuntarily pushes my body back.
I surge forward to the horizon,
grabbing something that I thought was there.
I know I'm slipping away from you, just like the blues.

I know I couldn't own the sea.
But it pleases me to know I might.
It was foolish. Agonising,
to wait for the sea to wash up onto the shore.
Time and time again.

2009-06-11T23:56:00.002+08:00

I LOVE U, HANNAH/MILEY! let's do the BOOM BOOM CLAP together! =)

2009-06-08T22:22:00.000+08:00

liying is tired, fed up and on the verge of slough despond.

2009-06-07T22:59:00.006+08:00

yes i baked these adorable looking muffins! but i think i over-baked it cause it's kinda dry on the top. in other words, the top is chao da =( but no worries, cause your brilliancy is here! i made use of the left over melted chocolate-butter and spreaded it over the top. tadaaaa! instant sinful gratification! the lucky guys at my tuition got to try them. haha glad that py could make it!

SOT lecture was boring today. reached there 20 min late, end up gh was even later den me la haha. he ALWAYS late one lor. reminds me of tian. tat one super extreme. living proof of a leopard that never changes its spots. anw mr tong's lecture always make me feel so intelligent and amazed, and did i mention he's so god damn funny, and he walks around bare-footed? but today lecturer is just bland. ya like porrige. ok that was random.

pardon the eyebags. i couldnt sleep these past few days. went to this cool dessert place called ah chew dessert. it's tucked behind bugis and u can tell it's good by the constant stream of people going in and out. haha i wanted to try everything on the menu! i ended up having the mango pomelo (i think it's one of their specialites), ks had the yam sago and we shared the sesame paste. the first two were absolutely delish! did i mention cheap too?! anw the sesame paste wasnt all that fantastic, the best one is still the one from chinatown.

there's school tmr and it sucks cause i have to wake up earrrly=> darker eye bags=>zombie looking =(

2009-06-05T17:22:00.002+08:00

wanted to buy some of the ingredients for making muffins, but something happened and i didn't go. decided to buy some junk food to cheer myself up. shit, i'm eating junk food the whole week. it's like my mum's deliberatly putting the cabo and calories into me. she makes these tons of amazing potota salad and egg mayo. i really hate being at home. it makes me feel fat. and the junk food is like a breeding ground for pimples man.

ok anw, back to my ranting, i used to partonise this bubble tea shop opposite my house and i always ordered the set a (cheese fries, cocktail sausage and pop corn chicken) 2 years ago, it was $2.50 and the shop owner gave damn lot of cheese and you could choose any drink that's $1 or less. last year, it became $2.70 and the cheese got lesser and now the drink choices includes only pepsi, orange blah blah those carbonated drink. ok nvm, being a faithful customer and a sucker for anything with cheese, i still regularly went back. BUT today i went, and surprise surprise, it's $3.00 now. it's ok, i'm in need of comfort food i pyschoed myself. when i came home, open the styrofoam box, the contents shocked me. the popcorn chicken looked like aneroxic chicken. it's like the left over bits u see at the bottom of the plate. the cheese was there as if to add colour to the other food. in the past, i still could lick the cheese off the box now i'm glad to have it on the fries. final word, i'm never ever gonna go back there again. NEVER!

oh i'm watching ellen (i love her!!!) now and pink's so hot!

2009-06-02T18:06:00.002+08:00

oh man! this is hilarious! check this out- real life twitter! can u imagine if everyone starts speaking like this? i'm so gonna smack them man!

check this out too! isnt it so cool? they just walk around and play their music. one day when i can play my instruments properly, i'm definitely gonna do that too!

Satine "October Dane" - Concert à Emporter from La Blogotheque on Vimeo.

and this girl has such an awesome voice!

Cinder & Smoke from karmaticoma on Vimeo.

2009-06-01T17:12:00.000+08:00

so true, so true! come my weird friends, let me love you! <3

2009-05-28T21:55:00.003+08:00

if a picture can tell a million words, what you see here is how i feel.

2009-05-07T22:43:00.002+08:00

screencap of my fav scene in x-men origins: wolverine. went to watch it with xiao hui last sat and we both love the movie soooo much. ok she loves the movie, i love wolverine haha! heard that they're gonna create a sequel! jumping for joy!!! seriously, who can be hotter than wolverine?!

2009-05-05T20:57:00.002+08:00

i havent slept in 4 days and it's fucking draining me. i look like a pissing panda bear. no, make that a walking zombie. terribly dissapointed that poland/germany trip's gonna be cancel too.

exhuasted, close our eyelids.

2009-05-01T16:07:00.004+08:00

doesnt these look just mouth-watering? not only do they form a kaleidoscope of colours before your eyes but they taste absolutely heavenly! my cousin bought it for us from the new japanese foodcourt in tampines one. the queue there is so over-rated. people actually start queueing even before the place is open! but gosh, these little tarts taste just so ahh... but boy do they come expensive. 1 slice sets u back $7.80! but they are so so worth it. the fresh cream tasted buttery and milky, light and fluffy. the fruits added a refreshingly sweetness in contrast to the cream, depending on what flavours u choose. like the melon ones was encrusted with lemon curd and the blueberry one with custard. highly reccomended!!! =)

2009-04-29T21:44:00.002+08:00

don't you just covet paris's dress??!!

people change. or mayb i've changed.

2009-04-25T22:39:00.001+08:00

was at bugis today when some guy popped up infront of me and asked me whether i wanna model for some levi's jeans campaign. haha i tot it was some bogus agency so i said i wasnt interested. yahooed the agency and found out it's actually legitimate. dammmmn. here goes my free levi's jeans.

2009-04-21T21:36:00.001+08:00

He was my North, my South, my East and West,
My working week and my Sunday rest,
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song
I though that love would last for ever: I was wrong.

2009-04-13T21:01:00.002+08:00

today sot lesson was hilarious! our teacher was asking us why is prostitution legal in singapore? this guy replied "to decrease the number of rape cases" (like wth?). then the guy beside him said with a serious face "to help the economy" (like double wth?!) he didnt look like he was joking cause he's the shy, quiet kind ya know? obviously, the whole class errupted into unison laughter. our teacher then jokingly dubted the two of them as the idiocracy group. ok den he asked where is prostitution commonly found? and i said "geylang, joo chiat" and then duno what struck me but i said "JUNGLE!" u can practically see his face go like what the... den everyone started having laughing fits. what i meant was those make-shift postitution tent in isolated forrests. ya and now i'm in the idiots group too. hmm we should start collecting membership fees...

2009-04-10T16:38:00.002+08:00

it's eerily beautiful
this haunting sight.
that little red dot
on the pure white ice.

i pleaded with you to drop that knife.
but instead you laughed
and punched my eye.
a monster i screamed,
a voice that broke the night.

batter and torn
like a pinata,
left in the cold.
abandoned and used.

wrapped around a veil
of crisp winter breeze.
a broken mannequin lay
like a fallen angel,
sinned.

hahha at first i showed gh this poem and he commmented "ice is not white, it's dirty. and is the little red dot referring to singapore?" afterwards i showed marjy the exact, same poem and she said the same thing! coincidence? or is the poem too misleading?

tampines one is GREAT! tampiniers, let's rejoice and thank the shopping gods for granting us this haven! but seriously, all the other easters should stop invading our territory. go back to your east point, white sand la! can u believe that moi actually have to queue to get inside UNIQLO?! the queue was creepingly long, so me,marjy and regina decided to go explore elsewhere. at least that was until we got the flyer and saw the "$4.90" skirt in assorted colours and designs! but boo hoo hoo, they stopped the queue cause the mall was closing =(

2009-04-04T23:47:00.002+08:00

i cant believe that i'm actually typing despite being half asleep. ya so if there's any typo or weird lingo that you dont understand, just ignore it ya lol. damn i woke up super early for a sat mornin. went to do some good deed collecting newspaper. yst vball training until hand blue black, feet got broken skin still needa carry elephant-tonne newspapers. the only comfort is the SOLE cute guy and the free cosmo. wohoohoo.

i finally drunk my krusher at lunch. yeay. went to arcade after that. still cant believe i lost to gh in that hit-hit game. the best part is i get to see a sweaty gorilla dancing DDR. and jy thinks he's cute. gosh wonder where she gets tat from.

realised someone can actually choose a corn from the start of a convo till the end. went on a shopping spree with that someone. bought like 2 necklaces, 1 pair of earrings and 1 ballet flats for under $55. quite an achievement actually if i havent max out my card. thanks huh!

2009-03-28T17:16:00.002+08:00

i ran across some nice poems about love and felt like sharing it with everyone =)

Love is… by Adrian Henri

Love is feeling cold in the back of vans
Love is a fanclub with only two fans
Love is walking holding paintstained hands
Love is

Love is fish and chips on winter nights
Love is blankets full of strange delights
Love is when you don’t put out the light
Love is

Love is presents in Christmas shops
Love is when you’re feeling Top of the Pops
Love is what happens when the music stops
Love is

Love is white panties lying all forlorn
Love is a pink nightdress still slightly warm
Love is when you have to leave at dawn
Love is

Love is you and love is me
Love is a prison and love is free
Love’s what’s there when you’re away from me
Love is

Love - my view

Love was, is and will always be a very important part of our lives. It is probably the most intense feeling anyone can experience, the one that gave birth to bloody wars, as well as extraordinary stories. But what is love?

In spring, love is friendship. It’s in the white flowers of the apple trees, in the sour smell of freshly cut grass, in the clear morning skies. In spring, love is lying on the river banks, looking at the cotton candy clouds and trying to make sense of their unusual shape. It’s bumblebees buzzing around your bright yellow T-shirt and it’s the funny dance you do trying to get rid of them.

In summer, love is passion. It’s in the crimson sunsets, in the waves that crash against the shore, in the intense heat of the day. In summer, love is watching the stars at night, playing with your feet in the wet sand on the beach. It’s walking in the rain without worrying about the cold you might catch and it’s the sneezes and hick-ups you get when you arrive home.

In autumn, love is calm. It’s in the ochre leaves in the park, in the windy days, in the long walks you take in the afternoon. In autumn, love is staying home in bed while the raindrops keep knocking on your bedroom window. It’s a hot tea served with milk and biscuits and the royal resemblance this implies.

In winter, love is peace. It’s in the contrast between the immaculate snow and the ebony trees, in the morning mist, in the freezing cold, which purifies everything. In winter, love is enjoying a cup of hot cocoa in front of the crackling fire. It’s the flavour of a good old wine, drank with your better half and the feeling that you have found your place on Earth.

Love is the same all year-round and love changes with the season. Love is not to be defined, nor examined. Love is not theoretical, it’s practical. You do not talk about it, you feel it. You cannot love ‘a bit’, or give someone ‘a little’ love. Love is precise and definite, yet vague and oscillating. It’s constantly renewing, without ever altering its core. And I am no one to be talking about it. Just, love! Love your parents, your friends, your family! Love music, dance, love any of your hobbies! Love each other and love those who deserve to be loved! Love those who don’t deserve it, too! But, most importantly: love yourselves! And love will make you better people.

2009-03-25T19:34:00.001+08:00

try saying "if you seek Amy" s-l-o-w-l-y. what do you hear?

2009-03-19T14:00:00.002+08:00

i have to thank my bowl head fren, tian, for being such a script saver! hanging out with her again made me realised that i should have more weird frens. cant believe i'm actually saying this but her ideas, wackiness, creativity and insanity really inspired me, apart from entertaining me of course. as you all know, i get bored very easily. but with her around, there's always no lack of entertainment which is why i'm grateful for having a fren like her.

2009-03-13T16:25:00.003+08:00

i dropped my omnia on the bus today and the virgin scratches have appeared to huant me. go away you ugly, annoying, nasty scratches! i knew i should have got a cover. dammmmmn!

2009-03-10T20:52:00.002+08:00

hey people! yes i'm still alive! i've even changed a new blogskin and it's a paramore one too! been on hiatus for the past couple of months for a couple of reasons, mainly being too lazy to blog haha. promise that my updates will be quicker this time! maybe once a month! haha! xoxo

2009-01-17T19:45:00.003+08:00

this week has been way fun, especially yst's rollarblading session. since my blades broke since last year, i haven't been able to blade since i hate those stinky,smelly rental one. once i start blading i can't get enought of it so i went to my cousin's place to skate today! been trying out the t break. once i didn't see where i was going and worst, i couldn't stop in time, so i landed in a bunch of bushes and branches poking upright. ya my cousin laugh her ass off and i ended up with scratches all over my hand. haha. can't wait to get my new pair of blades! after i get my ang bao money that is. sigh. oh, did i mention there's a chem test next week which i thought i didnt need to take and now i have to stuff myself with chaptersssss worth of organic chem. how nice.

2009-01-14T21:45:00.004+08:00

though school have started, it seems more like another orientation camp for me. made quite a few new frens. the games were pretty fun today, so much better than the boring talks yst. ohya did i mention my group won all of the 4 activites and got a bunch of gold choco coins?! we had this ecareer thing where we had to do answer some questions, ok more like a million questions, and the computer will generate jobs that suits our personality and capability. guess wad i got?

1st:broadcast journalist.

2nd: producer presenter.

3rd:advertising copywriter.

pretty coool jobs, been thinking of going into journalism or marketing recently. haha got some weird jobs like art teacher, artiste and counsellor too. there's this guy who wanted to be a lawyer and he ended up getting librarian LOL! friday's rollarblading day! cant't wait. been dying to blade since my blade 'deserted' me last year. this week seems so slack but in fact i should be using the time to catch up on my j1 work, but somehow i ended up watching tv or going shopping anyways. went to tm with gh and reb today. damn gh, he keep suaning me sia. ok this is the embarrasing part. i went to into this fitting room to try some jeans, not noticing there's a guy inside and so i pushed the door open den he was like "A!AA!AA!" so pai seh!

today's mummy bday! and i'm so glad she like the sephora eyeshadow i gave her! big thanks to reb for helping me choose the gift =)

cant help posting this photo! the twilight cast did a photo shot for vanity fair. hmm mayb i'll get 1 copy for the sake of the gorgeous cast.

2009-01-07T21:39:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 2009! it's been sooo long since i last posted! didnt really had time to use the comp... cruise, xmas stayovers and preparing for the advance test. really really really hope that i can get promoted. i want this so badly =( partially so that i can go travelling with my frens after a lvls next year haha. only left a few more days to the end of my holidays, but seemed like everyone's so busy. poly has started, my frens are preparing for their exams (which i do not need take! yeay!), band and open house stuff. no one to go shopping with me =( so ended up watching tora dora, it's really cute and funny! and twilight has made me super addicted to muse's supermassive black hole now that i cant stop listening to it! ok ciao!

2008-12-03T17:09:00.003+08:00

haha saw this on carine's blog and since i decided i'm quite bored. i shall do this.

Pick your birth month.

→ Change the font to red for anything that doesn’t apply to you.

→ Bold the five that best apply to you. (5?! i have alot of good traits ok!)

→ Copy to your blog, livejournal, xanga, wordpress, blogger.

→ Tag 5 people from your friends list.

MAY

Stubborn and hard-hearted (i only heard of chicken hearted). Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally (obviously. need i say more?). Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. (there's a reason why i needa take the contionally advance test, ya know) Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. (soooooome daaaay, my prince will cooome) Strong clairvoyance. (wth does this even means) Understanding. ( i guess so. if not why everyone seems to come to me when they have problems?) Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. (i love my house toilet and i can watch the tv the whole day, so does it count?) Restless. Not having many children. (helloooo? i'm 17!) Hardworking. (HAHAHA!) High spirited. Spendthrift. (gucci,prada,kate spade,versace,givenchy, i wan it all!)

went to eat sun with moon at central just now. saw my adorable nephew. some stranger commented that he looks japanese and my cousin looks korean. lol multi-national family.

my cousin ordered this steamed rice thing which is damn cool la. there's this sand timer, totally ancient, on top of the steamer cover. haha but my cousin couldnt wait till the last drop of sand to drop and went ahead eating his salmon rice.

another of my cousin ordered this. it's gianormous man. and this is only half of the full set.

and this is my mushroom pot. steaming hot woooo.

and my unagi rice.

i think we spent quite alot cause we got one of the limited ed jean (i only knew it's pronouced as john today lol!) paul gaultier evian bottles foc.

2008-12-02T01:08:00.006+08:00

WAHA this is my 100th post! wonder how i'm able to write so much crap in the first place.

thursday: shopping with marjy, jingming and tricia!

marjy's boom-exploded-mushroom-head

notice how me and jm have the same grin? lol

yes, jm is picking for a fight. and marjy was basking in the joy of being such a good photographer

me and tricia with her new hair cut. not exactly new, but i saw it for the first time.

i wanted a fedora hat, not a witch hat?! marjy!&#^&!#&?!

haha this was my creation! jm camera damn fun la!

the fayleys! this is how we look like with orange hair, hayleys-copycats.

yes, there's definitely attraction there lol!

what?! i'm totally innocent?! i didnt do anything i swear!

blah! like real!

BOO!

just look at marjy's face.

monday: went t3 to send dear regina off to japan. it sux man, everybody's going to japan this week =( CHECK OUT MY NEW HAIRSTLYE! went to j salon and it's damn good. the person took 1h plus to cut and wash. i really felt that my money was worth it! =) i dont like those place that cut very fast, like they nv put in effort. but j salon is very good, i'll definitely go back!

me and chipon gal, regina. they say i look like the girl from coffee prince la hahah.

besties-regina and tricia!

and there's tricia bro who's unwillingly to take any photos haha. he taught me how to do the 'rainman' lol!

tricia love the mickey and minnie =)

2008-11-22T11:07:00.002+08:00

couldnt sleep last night, duno y whole body feel so itchy. damn, it still feels so itchy now la. must be ate something that i'm allegic too. duno whether i shl go drums now anot, since my actions mimick those of a monkey's and marjy's not going today too. haha went to her house yst to 'jam' ghwt. regina was damn good at drums la. and i still haven figure out how to use the touchpad on the guitar. grhhh. had to leave quite early cause regina's mum keep calling. boo. still thought can jam until 1,2am. lol but i think marjy's neighbours will complain since we were quite noisy and loud.

2008-11-18T15:12:00.007+08:00

this has gotta be the favourite photo i've taken during the trip. the sea looks so 'yi wang wu jing' and the shadows fall just so nicely into place. it looks so lonely, cold and sad.

it sucks to be back home in singapore, i have totally no idea why. shandong was totally cool, literally cold too. i love the weather there, it's totally awesome. but i still cant stand people nagging at me to wear more clothes, they sound like my mum dude. it was a blast spending every waking moment with my friends, and i'm glad i actually survive spending 8 days 24/7 with jiayi lol. it's fun making new frens, and re-understanding the old ones. i didnt know they had so many dirty little secrets. pearlpearl, dont try to hide it! we all know your beauty secrets now!

ohhh and love was totally in the air during our trip. ahem. like adeline and nixon and...

alright shopping was not what i expected. i thought i could get a whole bunch of fake goods but i brought mountains of food back. someone named me and rena the bargain queens somemore. we 'sha jia' like nobody's business. i actually get a kick out of bargaining haha. alicia fell really sick during the last 2 days, hopefully she's feeling better now. ok, i'm getting too lazy to type, i'll just let the photos speak for itself. but again, i'm quite lazy to post the photos too. i took a freaking 500+ of them, excluding the ones from rena, pei zhi and carrine cameras somemore! i love you guys, pei zhi, rena, jia yi, carrine, alicia, mei chee and pearlyn! you guys are totally awesome! see, now i'm missing you all alr =(

sellick and me in the china eastern domestic flight where chen xiao chun took the exact same flight as us. neat eh? and as usual, sellick's still acting cool lol.

umm i cant rmb whr this place is, but there's alot of beautiful flowers and a local television chnl shoot us there.

me, pearlpearl and mei chee wishing at the wishing pond there. it's said that if your coin floats up den your wish will come true. mine didnt, how sad.

i love this candid photo of them. the lightnings, the expression... oh, just so adorable!

pretty, colourful fans!

we met a sweet old couple who so in love despite being so old. i mean whr can u find love like this nowadays?

pretty in pink! carrine and me purposely wore the same pink coats together!

my darlings, rena and pearlpearl!

i'm on top of the world! no one can stop me now wahahah!

can u see what's that?

yes, it's official. i have changed my gender.

somehow, we got nicknamed the 'ba gong zhu' aka eight princesses.

do-ri-me-fa-so!

the only person who's closing his eyes, that's our tour guide. i think rena actually has a crush on him lol, keep saying he's cute.

and that's the bus driver! who's smiling rather sheepishly.

ohya! we had this gianormous room for lunch to ourselves one day. and they served us this huge piece of abalone and buddha jump over the wall. i mean who serves u such delicacies on a freakin sch trip?! the room even had a private toilet and ktv lounge!

yeay man, peace out! see you didnt know pearlpearl was this hip, do you? XD oh and i love nixon

's versace jacket. it looks so biker rock dude!

2008-11-10T10:03:00.002+08:00

hey ppl!

guess whr i am? HAHA right now i'm in the shandong experimental school. and sadly i havent seen any hot guys yet. and u know wad? we saw chen xiao chun yst! he took the same plane as us! and gong li was at t3 when we depart! super star struck holiday! i didnt expect the temperature to be soooooo cold. i can even blow smoke out, just like a dragon! and the thing is cause i tot the weather will be like 12-17 degrees, so i didnt my full long john set. it's freaking cold! and i haven really done any shopping yet, the only shopping i've done is probably grocery shopping. still missing you guys!

xoxo
liying

2008-11-08T17:02:00.002+08:00

dear friends,

i'll be up, up and away at Shandong, China from 8-16 november! i'll miss you guys a whole lot!!!

xoxo
liying

2008-11-07T20:26:00.004+08:00

do you know how painful, pathetic to have almost absolutely no control over your own life? when you found something that you love doing and you had to give it up because they think it's useless and impratical. first, they blame you. then, they make you feel guilty for it. finally, you have no choice but to cave in and give in to them. you always tell people they give you alot of freedom, but sometimes you wonder, perhaps it's because they simply dont care at all. why do something you hate and suck at when you can do the other which you love and excel in? they just dont get. they just want you to follow the plans they've laid out for you. so what can you do? rebel? paste a smile on your face and pretend that nothing's wrong? be strong and tell yourself it's no use crying over it? i dont know. i no longer know what's right and what's wrong now.

2008-10-25T21:03:00.004+08:00

FAPPY FIRTHDAY FARJY!!!!

1. fhis fs fow i fpeak foday.
2.. frums fas foring foday. fext fonth feeda fncrease frums fees =( fow i fnow fhy fhey fay fusic fs a fuxury
3.. fte funch ft fijsen fith farjy, fricia fnd fegina. famn fig fhe fortion!
4. finally fought fricia's fressent. fope fhe fikes ft!!!
5. feally froke. fhink i feeda fast for 2 feeks for fheir fressents =(
6. ok it's starting to drive me crazy, typing like this.
7. i feally fove fhe fcarf fut fummy fust font fpare fe fome fash. i mean i seldom ask her for money, almost once in a blue moon, so why not?!
8. i feriously feed a new fhone! any recomendation?
9. a lvl chinese in 5 days. thanks for reminding me marjy, and i'm gonna conquer that damn thick book in 5 days. opps 4 days and a few hours lol!

2008-10-25T10:31:00.003+08:00

me: (walks in with a huge bag of winter clothes borrowed from my cousin)
dad: what are u doing with the winter clothes?
me: umm i'm going to china next month? (which is like in 2 weeks times?!)
dad: huh? u going there for wad?
me: exchange.
dad: exchange prog? with who?
me: the school over there la!
dad: how come i dont know?
me: umm mum didnt tell u?
dad: no.

few hours later, mum came back home

me: mummy didnt u tell papa i was going to china
bro: HUH?! U GOING TO CHINA?!

*!(^#!&(#&!(*@^!*^@^*%!^@&

2008-10-17T00:16:00.000+08:00

such simple words.
but such impactful meaning.
i give up on you.

2008-10-14T22:15:00.002+08:00

the moon looks so prettyful tonight! was sketching it and msging to jiayi at the same time. haha when i finished msging the clouds were overshadowing the moon =( so i end up drawing trees. ya i was that bored.

anws pw is getting super intensive nowadays. i really hope that ~~fucking bastard with a fuck face of an octopus and wire mesh head~~will get his act together. tata! over to watch gossip girl! u know u love me!

2008-10-10T20:24:00.004+08:00

i'm just fucking pissed with the world today.

party like a rockstar.

play the drums like there's no tommorow.

2008-10-07T18:25:00.008+08:00

BBQ @ Pei Zhi's

look at all the food! so nice right? like international buffet style liddat! i brought my bacon and asparagus, luckily they all love it except jiayi(who else?)

rena+alicia=the tam chiak ones

it was so good we ate every single morsel of the food! pei zhi's auntie can really cook man.
we feasted on fondue for dessert while watching good luck chuck, damn damn gross la the movie. oh but the fondue was was soooo good with mashmallow and strawberries!

rena, einny and reb

i cant stand my eyebags!

jiayi, the ACBC.

yes, it's her again. i pity the drumsticks.

i'm more attraced to tobey maguire den pei zhi's graduation photo lol!

me and rena, the ah-sao who keep forcing everyone to eat the fruits she bought

some serious stretching. not!

somehow i went completely jacko wacko, and started posing like maaaaaadd

and jiayi got into the mood too....

so did einny...

then, we played we the sparkles einny brought. i think most of them were only interested in taking pretty photos coz the effect was really stunning!

like this one!

group photos!

i finally got to try forlick! yeay! love the colourful and hippish deco there and the yummylicious yogurt! yeah and we think you have to be super chio to get employed there.

einny, the yogurt freak whose dream job is to work at frolick.

pei zhi's sis totally dont look like her. haha and i realise pei zhi is super protective of her sister la!

i love this day! the food was soooo delicious and the company was sooo fun! pei zhi, thanks for having us over again! next time must bring us to ice 3 k? =)

2008-10-05T00:50:00.007+08:00

Biennale 2008!
my favourite art piece is Xteriors by Desiree Dolron, they are all so eerily enchanting. biennale at city hall was fun, must definitely check out the beach road one next =) was initially sad that i didnt bring my cam (how can u go to an arts exhibition without your cam right?!) but luckily pei zhi brought her SLR so i get to play with it! yeay me!

on the f1 night race tracks.

awww big huggggs!

yes i know, this is a really wacky, funny shot.

this is really cool, we can write anything we want and paste on the hugenormous singapore map.

pei zhi with raw canvas by jane lee.amazing painting that has the illusion of a weaven work.

the motorcycle is made out of crotchet, cant tell right?

i love this! blackfield by Zadok Ben-David.

if u look from one direction the plants are black and if u look from the opposite side, they're are pretty and colourful. to me, it's like saying you must experience the 'darkness' in life before u know how 'colourful' it can be.

close-shot of one of the flowers.

ok this is a really spooky shot. but the person in the background is really, actually me haha!

Operation Supermarket by Farhad Moshiri and Shirin Aliabadi. Cool digital images but pretty commercialise to me.

dont u think the saucer looks like a UFO?

i really like this shot!

and this too!

and this!

jia yi, the 'model'.

hahah rena and pei zhi robbed the construction workers of their machine.

posing with our biennale tickets!

btw did i mentioned we took 157 photos on pei zhi's cam alone?!

2008-09-27T17:53:00.000+08:00

ok super random picture of my mum's plants, but i really like the shawdows. anyways went to kidsread today and the teacher finally understand our agony with the children, they're just so quiet and unresponsive. but some of them are really cute and outgoing. danish chose me today! haha prolly cause my eyebags look like massive eye-liner to him, so we kinda match ah? pale skin, blackness around our eyes and all. he's so adorable, i taught him how to spell my name and he keeps repeating it lol!

after drums, there's still weird ego guy, dressed in leather (shl be fake la) standing behind me and marjy on the escalator and he suddenly said "you should be honored you're standing infront of (insert name)." sure we noticed he was promoting for speed racer, but hello unless you're rain, i really dont give a damn who you are, loser.

btw britney's new song, womanizer, is damn nice. go check it out!

a setback is a setup for a comeback.

2008-09-26T19:50:00.003+08:00

i seriously think all the shopping centers are like build out of the same model la, everywhere looks like tm. even today going to j8 reminds me of tm, the shops are almost all the same. singapore needs variety, not quantity! the bus ride there was insane, 1hr plus! sleeping mostly throughout. stupid jiayi tell me tat i sleep with my mouth open la. and i realised pei zhi talks very loudly lol.

it's been 2 weeks since promos ended. got back all the papers alr. as expected it's tough for me to get promoted. i was really confident of econs but the results turned out to be sucky. somehow i think that all these failures had made me numb, i no longer feel as sad getting such shitty results. or maybe it's cause i keep pyscho-ing myself that i'm gonna be ok, i'm gonna get promoted, and i'm not gonna waste another year. u know how some ppl think that it's crazy i can still smile and joke around when i'm getting this kinda results, but trust me, i'm hurting inside. but i needa be strong, i cant make everyone worry for me. be strong, liying!

god, please make it work.

2008-09-24T18:52:00.003+08:00

did u know, one of tampines macs had 6 alive rats (i think) dropping down from its ceilings and sengkang's curry sauce has magots in it. i think i'm gonna swear off macs for at least a month. seriously, i doubt there's any safe edible food around nowadays, especially with the china food scare where everything seem to be infested with melamine. i really hate these businessmen who prioritize profits over integrity, they simply dont have a conscience at all.

popped over to shokudo for lunch on impluse after marjy's strong recommendations lol. my up-for-anything spirit just kicked it, i cant help it!

the rosti with sausage wasnt as good as marche's one

xiao hui ordered this omlette rice thingy which is actually pretty delicious.

the dessert is amazing, i tell u. the tofu cheese cake is so smooth and unlike normal cheesecake you wont eat until 'ni'. the yuzu shobert is super super nice too! it has an evaporating in your mouth effect and the taste just reminds me of spring.

cant resist taking this. yeay F1 night race in a few days time!

some random chocs from campire empire

i really like the packing! hot pink and turqoise, interesting striking combi!

2008-09-19T22:50:00.005+08:00

kang: ohmygosh y u taking photo of me!

kang: better put the camera down or else....

kang: i gonna wack u!

kang: relax i wont use violence one. i so adorable lor.

zhu: who say? i cuter lor! haha!

kang: so?! i got red hair ok?! dont play play!

zhu: haha! u think only u got red hair meh?!

kang: fine! ni gen wo ji zu

zhu: wadeva lor.

kang: emo-ing

zhu: k la dun sad. we take nice nice pic ok?

kang: eh u super lame sia.
zhu: huh? lame prawn? why not crab? XD

2008-09-16T20:36:00.002+08:00

caught hana yori dango with kang yst. DOMOUJI IS HAWT! he's like so freaking rich, immature, super ego, but he's so amazingly devoted to makino. the way he paint his nail is kinda gay though. but who cares, i absolutely love his hair.

promo's are finally, yes finally, over! i can so have my life back! it's party time! now where did i put the champagne?

2008-09-11T20:17:00.002+08:00

"You are part of my existence, part of myself. You have been in every line i have ever read, since i first came here, the rough common boy whose poor heart you wounded even then. You have been in every prospect i have ever seen since- on the river, on the sails of the ships, on the marshes, in the clouds, in the light, in the darkness, in the wind, in the woods, in the sea, in the streets. You have been the embodiment of every graceful fancy that my mind has ever become acquainted with. The stones of which the strongest London buildings are made, are not more real, or more impossible to be displaced by your hands, than your presence and influence have been to me, there and everywhere, and will be." - Great Expectations, Charles Dickens

2008-08-25T21:38:00.002+08:00

rena: there's so many weird ppl in our class!

so true, so true! i think it's due to the promo stress, everyone seemed to have gone bonkers! there's rena who goes around air kissing everyone, passionately declaring her love for them. and there's also dear alicia who keeps laughing to herself and spinning around in circles. then, there's pearlyn who's demanding absurd interest rates from me, threatening to hang pig's head at my door(haha kidding, kidding). and there's pei zhi who looks so funny but cute when she starts singing, oh and the fact that she can survive without a proper plate meal. annnnnd einny who's dumb love-strucken and goes over-high everytime she mentions about MS. annnd, vivi with her hysterical, witch laughters. and there's charlotte and john who's living in their own world. and reb and geng hao, the emo ones. but hey they're really friendly if u catch them at the right times. and last but not least, jiayi, who have too many weird traits that i'll probably take a million years to write.

2008-08-19T17:28:00.004+08:00

this guy is my hero! i love him! michael phelps is absolute ~~delicious~~ hotness!

in case some of u who dont know who he is, he's the guy who broke world records for 7 out of the 8 races he swam in the olympics, and he's also the one who got 8 freaking gold medals! isnt he awesome?

2008-08-10T15:03:00.009+08:00

kay i promised to post all of the photos on my blog, but it's impossible to post all 70 of them it's takes a damn long time. so i'm just gonna post some kay? i've alr sent u guys the rest =)!

guess who won the amazing race? 2nd place!

i cant resist posting this photo, charlotte looks simply hilarious!

haha doesnt rena look kawaii?

doesnt this look fabulous? the principal actually complimented our tile!

yes we love u too, pei zhi, carrine XD

ya it's jia yi, who else would it be?

pei zhi made us shake our head like we're on estacy!

hear no evil. see no evil. speak no evil.

the u-know-who shot HAHAHA!

2008-08-07T22:07:00.002+08:00

yeay! technically there's sch tmr BUT it's national day celebration! haha i'm participating in the amazing race, hopefully my muscle cramps will go away by tmr.

yst was really ma lu! got a last minute notice that i was a competitor for the general knowledge championship, like wth?! after much whining and screaming and cursing, thinking i could get away with it BUT i still ended up going on stage, infront of a whole audi of people, to ma lu myself. i THINK our class got the lowest score ok. and the squeking device wasnt working to i ended up using it to bang the table. HAHA!

2008-08-05T22:42:00.002+08:00

i'm so freaking pissed.

i cant fucking stand u, u bitch. u're so totally over-reacting. this is just a freaking small matter, getting chase out, big deal, not like it's the first time. y do u have to harp on it everyday and blow it up? obviously u are so bias. everyone knows that. actually i cant be bothered with you but u just have to pick the worst of my worse days. well, today's maths faculty test day, deprived of sleep day, cold war with some people day, bad class photo day, u just have to rub in dont u?

i'm so not gonna let u have a fucking chance to pick on me tmr, cause i know i wont have a chance to explain myself and i'm sick of hearing ur 100words/sec garbish-sprouting. guess wad? i'll gonna do ur work now. aint i hardworking?

2008-08-02T16:58:00.004+08:00

some people make things happen, some wait for them to happen. which one are you?

arent you jealous alr? XD

2008-07-30T18:35:00.003+08:00

the sun, the sea, the sand, and a bunch of beautiful babes (us, of course haha). now, let the photos do the talking =)

pei zhi really cracked me up with her pose lol.

2008-07-29T22:17:00.002+08:00

yes! i cleared nafa (is that how u spell it?). at least that's wad i think. so so so freaking busy these days, work just keep piling and piling, tests keep coming and coming. if one day i really faint u would know why- exhaustion, duh. just completed GP essay after dozing off a zillion times. watching the 10 o'clock chnl u show now, so hilarious! alright tata!

hands itchying for drums and v.ball.

2008-07-28T17:35:00.006+08:00

pon-ed lit to go for some retail therapy at bugis with kang. didnt buy much but ate ALOT at the taiwan foodfare. smelly tofu wasnt that smelly afterall. winded up at j-co, i swear their doughnuts are delicious. slacked there for bout an hour while kang played around with her new phone camera functions and took lots of retarded photos.

things havent been quite rosy at sch. i've got my limits until i blow u know. they say u nag because u care, but from wad i see, u're just picking on my flaws and using them against me. i dont even know why i'm silently taking in all these bullshit. plus, all the 'under-achievers' (aka me) are suppose to attend some stupid workshop and talk tmr. at least there's "choppy" to brighten up my day.

2008-07-19T23:00:00.004+08:00

after hours of wrecking my brain, straining my eyesight on the comp and cups of mineral water (coffee promotes eye bags), i managed to finish my part for WR! hooray to me! pw has really suck out my social life man. as alicia said "we'll all be no life until pw end".

started off the morning with Kids READ at punggol. damn damn far.... though really zonked out, desperately wishing for a bed, i managed to have fun with the kids. some of them are really poor thing cause they come from unfavourable backgrounds and cant even read or write A-Z.

some 'evil farmer' challenged to show me around the north but end up getting lost herself so me and rebs wasted lots of time and not to mention, energy and buckets of perspiration to get back to tampines.

things started getting crazy when i reached tampines. one of my slippers broke and i had to walk around tm with one barefoot like some poor girl who can only afford one side of the slipper. so wad to do? went to mondo to get flats. 20 bucks! if not for emergency i den wont buy lor. waste my money!

ended up late for drums, so no good seat liao. ended up getting the lousy drum =( luke was really crappy today. me and marjy agreed that when he dresses better, he become more cherry too.

caught The Dark Knight after drums. OMG IT'S JUST PURE FREAKING, SUPER DUPER, GODDAMN, KICK-ASS AWESOME-NESS! i give it 4.5/5. heath ledger stellar performance definitely lives up to all the hype the media generated, wad a loss to the movie world. and batman is hot as ever. his gadgets and car damn chio too. i think i have secret fantasy for batman la. -get your brain outta the gutter, liying!-

2008-07-10T18:22:00.002+08:00

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2008-07-06T11:33:00.004+08:00

i'm so lovin' dums! i cant wait to play more!

went to hokkaido fair with marjy yst. as expected the crowd there was ren shan ren hai but of course that didnt stop me from getting my hands on some oishi jap food! bought home some jap snacks and my dad ate finished the whole sweet potato cake, which i spent like 1/5 of my allowance on, without leaving even a morsel for me. didnt have enough cash so we decided to come back again next week lol!

2008-07-03T20:45:00.006+08:00

it sucks when i'm so dead beat
and didnt have anything to say for the first time in my life.
i know i can do it,
but now i feel so wasted that i couldnt perform to my fullest potential.
it sucks that i know i can do so much better but let fatigue take over my body.
it sucks even more that people just keep rubbing salt to my wound
and acting oblivious about it.
i really dont know now whether i can do this.
i'm so dissapointed with myself.

2008-06-30T17:02:00.003+08:00

u lighten up my day, rain.

i got a U-GRADE for econs. oh gosh and i thought i would have better luck at econs. haiz i guess maths and chem wont be any better. so there goes all my h2 subjects.

guess wad...so now i have extra econs lessons every single week.

and... lao shi said another teacher said my chinese essay was funny but lame. good or bad, u decide.

but mostly...i'm dreading napfa tmr.

and finally...i cant stand ppl who are so obessed with themselves thinking that the whole world revolves around them.

2008-06-29T22:57:00.003+08:00

boo. it makes me sad that my fren is sad =(

and i'm sad too cause my macarons failed

and some bus driver thinks that i look old

music.
i need music now. i need to drown myself in it. now.

2008-06-27T13:05:00.005+08:00

exams are officially over! hooray! here's some pics taken over the holis! enjoy!

08S17 BBQ @ steph's place

4E4 BBQ @ pasir ris park

Pre-U Sem camp @ NTU

2008-06-26T15:56:00.005+08:00

YES! mid yrs are finally O.V.E.R

wait come to think of it, not reali actually...

~~chem. dont understand wad half the paper was about~~

~~chinese. vivi keeps harping on my "gangster falls in love with innocent girl story". booo.~~

~~lit. i had fun with the poem.~~

~~maths. errrr~~

listening compre. like waaaad????!!!

yeap so i finally got to try the newly opened cova cafe at paragon. oh my gosh the steak is absolutely amazing! the chef cooked it totally the medium-rare i wanted! no resturant had ever done it so perfectly before! the tarts are another absolute must-try!

mixture of tats and cookies and some other stuff

soupy!

doesnt the sight of this makes ur mouth water?

their signature cake which i found so-so.

i love this raspberry tart! the filling is chestnut paste i think.

doesnt this look out of place? tat's cause i made this myself. my newly invented ribenna moouse.

sounds funny right? i actually wanted to make canberry moouse but realised my canberry syrup was actually canberry cocktail juice. how dumb of me. so the only syrups i had at home were kiwi and ribenna, ya, so obviously ribenna right? haha personally i dun really like the taste but my family went gaga over them. there wasnt even enough to go around!

2008-06-16T14:00:00.005+08:00

it's the start of another new week! but the dreadful thing is that sch's reopening next week and mid-yrs are coming up. chem bonding is a killer. the thought of maths sends shiver to my bones. great expectations is as interesting as a politician's speech.

and i've still got so many things i wanna do...

1. paint shoes

2. go ikea

3. make tiramisu

4. make chestnut mousse

5. finish reading cosmo, instyle, marie claire, cleo

6. try the newly opened french cafe at paragon

7. MORE SHOPPING! how can a girl say no to GSS?!

2008-06-15T22:58:00.004+08:00

why do i feel like i've always been forced to grow up?

always been trained to be indepedent regardless money-wise, travelling, studying, practically everything.

when other people's parents would pick them up cause it's late at night, mine would ask me to take the public transport.

when people's parents planned a surprise birthday party for them, i dont even have a proper one. i was waiting all day for my mum to come back just to celebrate my bday with me cause my dad's definition of celebrating is to make me bring out the cake, put the candles on the cake by myself and i've gotta cut the cake and serve it to him. in the end, i gave up. gave up waiting. just cut the damn cake the next morning and ate it.

She wants to go home,
but nobody's home.
It's where she lies,
broken inside.
With no place to go,
no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

but i know life isnt that unfair. i've got my frens and relatives who made my bday a blast =)

...and, when people's parents got them tuition, i had to find mine on my own and even look for my bro's one.

sometimes i feel so bad that i just clammed up.
Built a wall around my heart
I’ll never let it fall apart
But strangely I wish secretly
It would fall down while I'm asleep

but u know what? at the end of the day, i feel like i've been acting really childish, grumbling and whining like a lill kid while my parents are out there working hard to earn the cold hard cash for me to spend. it's really time to grow up i guess.

2008-06-12T13:53:00.007+08:00

!#*)^!$%&(!*#)!

i am so pissed off now.

i accidentally reformatted my whole memory card. ARGH! now all my photos are G.O.N.E. GOOOONNEEE! ARGH! i really love some of the shots =(

so, not much photos to upload since most of them are gone. the ones below are taken by tricia at Ehub kbox. omg the room there is huge la, there were only 3 of us but they gave us a room that can fit like 10 ppl! and the sound system was amazing. Ehub is like my new food haven, every corner u turn there's food! it's like the kallang leisure park somehow cause there's cinema, bowling alley, kbox and some indoor children playground. how i wish i graduated 1 yr later.

2008-05-31T16:04:00.001+08:00

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