pei shi came to my house to practice guitar today. gosh we played for 3 hours until my index finger is so sore and numb that i cant feel anything! k gotta go revise maths alr. jc life is totally drowning my social life away.

damn my headache is like getting worse every minute. the world is like spinning.

alright this is a ranting post. i seriously hate her. somehow fat teachers and i just dont get along well. look at the past 4 yrs and now her. she's got some prejudice against me, it's so freaking obvious. hello, no teacher has ever said tat i'm the most talkative and unattentive student in class. elsen even said that he barely hears my voice in class. damn, she splitted everyone up in class yst but i was the only s17 with a bunch of s20. i dont mind sitting with them but all they talk about is their class making me feel so left out. and when the s20 ppl start talking to me she asked them to shut up. wtf is wrong with her?! dang she confiscated only my phone in the hall the other day while everyone else around me was using theirs too. it's not like it was very obvious. everyone sitting behind didnt know i was using until she confiscated it (well, they thought i was sleeping haha)

should've went sch today. vivenne promised to bring us to this uber cool ice cream parlour in siglap, where they mix any ingredient you choose into the ice cream on a cold plate. cool right? =)

was complaining to mummy how tough econs was tat day and she went to dig out this super ultra duper thick fat econs book tat she studied when she was in smu. wth. i didnt know she took econs. dang so i forced myself to study but it was really too boring ended up taking photos with my phone.




this week has been a rather 'defect week' for me, as conveniently pointed out by rebecca lol
defect no. 1: tembling fingers (must be all the streching and running they made us do for pe. curses.)
defect no. 2: hole in my wrist (it only appears when i turn my wrist to a certian angle, weird eh?)
defect no. 3: peanut in my ear!
defect no. 4: hola and holga!
i'm sure there were more but i cant rmb x)
!!!
defect no. 5: STM!

my lovely frens from 08s17 =) somehow our uniform colour look like mjc's in photos

not a red rose or a satin heart.

i give you an onion.
it is a moon wrapped in brown paper.
it promises light
like the careful undressing of love.

here.
it will blind you with tears
like a lover.
it will make your reflection
a wobbling photo of grief.

i am trying to be truthful.

not a cute card or a kissogram.

i give you an onion.
its fierce kiss will stay on your lips,
possessive and faithful
as we are,
for as long as we are

take it.
its platinum loops shrink to a wedding ring,
if you like.

lethal.
its scent will cling to your fingers,
cling to your knife.

u know how some people just love the sun? i'm the total opposite, considering how i hate the sun and love rainy days. and since it's been raining for god knows how long, i've been in a reali cheery mood these days. it's weird but i love seeing plants and flowers covered in rain, they look so rejuvenated some how. plus it's always so nice and cooling on rainy days, just the way i like. haha mayb i shl just pack my bags and move to forks with bella and edward.

met up with sheyl to get calista's bday prezzie today but somehow i ended up shopping for myself. wohoo i got this dress at half price and this reali cute top at 30 percent off from a shop that i've been meaning to get something but always backed out cause it's too exp. damn. i'm reali spending too much these days. note to self: stop spending! save money!


LOL! we found this bunch of mess freakin hilarious and freaky when we spotted it at the shop window

saw aaron (the guy tat used to play violin with me) with his gf (i think?) and he was blushing like hell when he saw me. haha he was like "er...hi...i....ca.....ah...." bingo! caught u red handed! haha!

met mummy and tried to find running shoes. guess wad? the salesperson said tat i can only wear the kids one cause my feet are too small. faints. that's one of the reason y i hate buying shoes, i can never find my size! -pulls hair-

my chem teacher says i have a MOLECULE FACE! god knows what tat means! he told me i looked familiar and i have this same feeling tat i've met him before too! talk bout deja vu.

i really cant stand tat irratating mouse. she's like yaking and yaking every single day, asking her to shut up is like asking pigs to fly. she's the second person i met so far that makes me wanna slap her face even though i'm such a peaceful and forgiving person. seriously sometimes i'm so glad that there're familiar faces around that i can chill out with. on days where i dont feel like talking it's nice to just enjoy each other's company.

i'm starting to really like lit and it helps that my teacher is an ang moh with a british twang. i love how u can never be wrong in lit, it's just a matter of how u interpret it. thank god rystine encouraged me to take lit. we did a poem in class the other day and i found it rather interesting, so here it is...

Not Waving But Drowning by stevie smith
Nobody heard him, the dead man,
But still he lay moaning:
I was much further out than you thought
And not waving but drowning.
Poor chap, he always loved larking
And now he's dead
It must have been too cold for him his heart gave way,
They said.
Oh, no no no, it was too cold always
(Still the dead one lay moaning)
I was much too far out all my life
And not waving but drowning

"A saint once decreed that a man must agree to a woman's proposal today"

In the English speaking world, it is a tradition that women may propose marriage only on leap years. This tradition was arguably initiated by Saint Patrick or Brigid of Kildare in 5th century Ireland.

caught the leap years yst, on leap year day itself. yes, it's another tear jeaker, and yes marjy laughed at me AGAIN for crying.